the end!!!!

Ap's are done!! but stress isnt. i've decided to just take things as they are. i've accepted the work. i'll do it. i'm not going to be able to avoid it. but im not going to brood on it (too much). i think that maybe, once we just accept that school will be, we wont be so fixated, and can just move on and start focusing on what really captivates us. the homework wont go away, and i know it will never be tolerated if i totally just drop my grades and rebel. i will work hard, i will put time and effort into my school work, i will. nothing in my day to day life will really change. but i've come to terms with it and i've adapted. i wont only be talking about work now, it wont consume me. im going to make a difference. i want to be inspired. im excited for the potential of the future! i have work ethic. i'll go far. even though the school system is ridiculous, and it doesnt focus on issues that i feel really matter, it doesnt mean i have to hold myself back, just brooding on the monotony of my privileged life. i have to remember to look further. there is more! there is more!!